sludge

do you ever feel like sludge
where you don't wanna do anything
move
be
and you're so lost that all you can do is sit there
and breathe
and the little voices inside your head
chitter chatter
with the stupidest things
that have nothing to do with
what you should really be thinking about
but it's too hard
so you just
instead
do nothing
surf the net
watch tv
eat too much
go outside
get distracted
and meanwhile
the hole grows bigger.

yeah, me neither.

(nyc)